17.5.09

uh fyoo reelaizayeshunz 4 j00, hahaha.

hi guy, try thai high pie. Aiii. Bye !

2. oh now i've completely forgotten the second thing. this post is now so pointless..
i'll put it in here soon as i remember..hopefully will be soon.. but how annoying is it when that happens ! when something's on the tip of your..well not your tongue..on the tip of your brain [?], you're positive that it was this really amazingly important thing and you talk it up for ages..then you remember it, and it's usually so pointless. like something involving cereal or the colour of geeese in ballarat or something hahaha. mm my mind's working overtime now, what waaaasss #2 ??


edit:
um i still can't remember the 2nd thing that i had realised this morning, but i've found a third:
3. i was just on myspace and usually don't let things on there bother me; i don't want to be the sort of person who is so fragile that a denied friend request makes them upset haha..
but i was looking in a friend's photo album and all these social photos have just been uploaded. everyone looks amazingly fab and so glowing and smiling in every single shot and i'm so upset that i'm in none of them. i've missed so much already and its only may. i thought that spending every spare second on school work would pay off 'in the long run' but i don't even know if it's worth it anymore. i'm so sad that ive been putting all this time into grades that more often than not don't even reflect the hours ive put in on my reports/potential OP..creating no memories whatsoever to look back on of my last year at school, while i could be out spending time with the ones i love and giving my brain a break.
omg.
:(

1 comment:

  1. lol are you kidding me?
    i dont think ive even been to a party this year?
    my social life = non-existent.
    im really out of the loop. :(

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